True Me

I smile every day,
I laugh every night,
We smile,
We joke,
But thats not right.

Every day I hide my emotions,
If I didn't I would never smile.

"Happiness" is just a word to me,
It's something I don't always have,
It's something that I show,
So no one will know,
The truth.

Every night I think about me problems,
And other people's proplems as well.

My life is wierd,
My fellings are worse,
Sometime I fell like they are a curse,
They come out at wrong times,
They carry unbelievable pain.

I wear a mask to hide my pain,
I suffer from sadness,
I suffer from love,
Anger is in me,
That is who I am.

What everyone else sees,
Is just a lie.